Patience, is this a virtue?

Everybody in this world would say, "Be patient. Patience is a virtue.".
This sucks!..
I would rather kill myself than to wait for nothing, nonsense!.
It is worthless to wait if there is no hope in it, I mean, practicality here in this world is the one that really matters in us. Don't waste the time by waiting a thousand times for something you know in yourself that will never come and will not ever happen.
Let's face reality, martyrs on earth are born to be killed. So, why be one?
Life is too short and anytime in our life, we all can die. We don't know our destiny. Circumstances are unpredictable, we can't be so sure of anything. Are you sure that there's happiness in PATIENCE?.
Be real to yourself, if you are hurt, say it!.. if you are bored to wait, then stop it!.
Don't expect of something that is unworthy of your time.
Do some essential things rather than being a bastard expecting for something that will keep you waiting.
The so-called "virtues" we have are the ones that are good in nature, harmless to ourselves, and will promote goodwill and genuine concern to everybody. Now, tell me, is patience one of them?
Definitely not!
Patience are only for people who wish to be awarded Nobel prize for good acts.
Those people are bastards that don't have any self-worth in their lives, they are depriving their selves by the natural rights they have as a human being; and that's right to have liberty and freedom.
Patience will just teach people how to be a martyr and to be lazy to spend their time wisely, nonsense thing.
It will build unto people lack self-innovativeness and lack of creativity, reliance to others/something will be the mode of your living.
I'd rather call patience as one of the vices that makes our life vague to understand and makes people a "moron" individual in nature.
Oh well, I just hope I'm not the only person in this world that can see this point of view about it.
I know that I'm not in the position to talk about or persuade others to believe on what I'm saying right now, but I'm just opening my eyes to the reality where people are blinded to the real nature of patience.
That patience is only but a bullshit thing!

Edsa 2,is this real?

Last 2001, millions of Filipino people in Metro Manila gathered in Edsa Shrine to voice out to the public their disapproval to the leadership of Pres. Joseph Estrada or in a harsh manner, they are there to drastically witness the victory of Anti-Erap militants to oust the president from the Malacanang...as expected they won the battle and Pres. Estrada did what the people wants him to do..then at that moment Vice Pres. Gloria Macapagal Arroyo out of nowhere came up to the stage and took her oath immediately as the new President of the Republic of the Philippines,with that brief history now 2007 has come, is there a difference?
Philippines made a remarkable history with the edsa tradition where we can oust a president through a simple gathering by many people in one place then all together shout their rituals(or any chants there maybe). A tradition that "some" of us consider it as a unique trait the Filipinos have or some would say,"only in the Philippines". Some dramatic people will treat the Edsa Revolution as a symbol of unity and democracy we have in our country. In general, it is where Filipinos became victorious of what they are fighting for. But is this the real nature of Edsa? or there is something behind it that " many" of us can't see?
The Edsa Revolution happened last 2001, according to Philippine historians, is the repeat of the Revolution happened during the Marcos Regime. So, is the saying "History repeats itself" true? or is the saying conveys a deeper meaning of what we treat now as a literal definition of it?
The Edsa 2 is full of lies. It is full of injustice and corruption. Do the people said to Gloria that she should come up their and immediately take her oath as the new President? Are they fighting for the Presidency of Gloria Macapagal Arroyo that time? Surely not!..it is just that Gloria is an opportunist that took advantage of the sympathy the people have that time. Now, are we victorious at that moment? or Gloria became the winner because she got what she wants and we are being fooled?
Philippines is still one of the poorest country in this world. We became more poor and no. 1 on the list of most corrupt country in Asia. Hundreds of militants and activists are missing right now due to military abuses and dealings. Human Rights Law is now violated and took for granted. Unfortunately, these are now the results of the efforts done by many people on the Edsa Revolution. Is this good? are we happy?
Nothing to blame here but ourselves. We are blinded of the circumstances came to us. We didn't think of what will be the result in the future. We let bastard politicians corrupt our minds and feelings by their "words of wisdom" to us. We became selfish and violated the constitution just to let foolish people govern the desperate Filipinos.
They are right, History repeats itself, because until now we are deprived of our rights, we are still on the poverty line, we are still ruled by greedy and asshole politicians in our country. Is this what we want? is this the result we look forward to after the Edsa Revolution?
Oh c'mon.. shame to ourselves. We became morons to our simple way. Edsa is not for Filipino people, it's for the corrupt politicians. It does not symbolizes unity and democracy but it signifies foolishness and ignorance of people towards the real score behind the event. I really can't think of any valid reason why people are still celebrating the Edsa Revolution, hence, it reminds of us the sad event when people started to be fooled. Edsa slowly transformed into a horrible event that showed the real Filipino character; dumb, easy to be fooled, and most likely, naive to what's the real Philippine community needs for its people.
Now we suffer the consequences of our actions in the past. We can't do anything but to face the fact that we made a mistake because of our ignorance and lack of awareness in our surroundings. We can never turn back time and avoid the Edsa Revolution we did. This terrible happening will serve as a historic lessons that will never be erased in our memories and in our minds. Time may passed, but it can never heal the wound we brought in our Philippine History. Even though centuries will pass, Edsa will always carry the memory that there were once people out there shouting "Erap Resign!".

non-conformist..

its so hard to be different in this world where many people have so many things for you as they expected you to be.
damn them all!!...we have our own life..our own kind of thinking. we have the right to do anything that goes our way... but are these people understand that?.,No, surely they will not understand that because we live in a judgmental society as we played roles as if they "own us".with that,they are surely "assholes" in disguise.
men are born to be free..the authenticity of human life is achievable if we practice liberty..freedom precedes essence..that should be the mode of thinking "these" guys should have. why don't they try to have some respect in every individuality a person has?..men are made to be different to each other..we can't always be the same.
if "these" guys are trying to promote the so-called "equality" in this world..well..to hell with them..
centuries have passed..heroes died already..martyrs are already burned to ashes...where is the equality they are fighting for?.it's only thrown into memories..
equality has no place in this dreadful world we have, fulled by hatred..corruption..desperation..and even death..
are "these" people ignorant of all of these?..or are they just trying to close their eyes to the reality in our life.
sh*t people will really can't get this even it will be repeated to them million times..'coz they are the bastards in defend of the conformity introduced to us by the terrible society we have..
daring to be different is not a crime...it is an innovative way to improve not only one's personality but also others...this is not a sin that the "Christian pretenders" always imparting in our minds.
it takes courage.confidence..and self worth to truly unleash the beauty in us..that's to be a non-conformist..showing the real "you"..fighting for the deviant principle that respects each individuals' character..talent and self worth as a human being.
why follow them?..if we can make a lead?..step forward to a new "you".. don't ever be interrupted by assholes who always judged us and treat us as a puppet they owned..be realistic to ourselves...sh*t for them..to the government who always fools us in our rights..to the conformist sectors in our society that deprives us from our nature as a deviant..and to the great pretenders out there who sarcastically promotes righteousness and just...f*ck you..you're all liers.